Monday, November 28, 2011

Saddest Photos Ever



*disclaimer, not my photo

but this is exactly what i'm talking about previously. The cleaner at my work place also stores self portaits of herself in her camera. She showed me her botanic garden trip photos, all self shots, didn't catch much of the scenary. It may seem funny, but read deeper into the emotions of the picture and you can see the sadness

Such is the power of photography. JINYUAN WHERE ARE YOU ! this is inspiration

Baby won't you tell me why

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes (both eyes)
I don't wanna say goodbye to you (BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM)
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget (disillusioned)
but there is something left in my head (my hair while i'm still young)

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop (you traffic police ?)
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now (lost season 8 !)
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said (where when what ? i alr forgot)
but there is something left in my head (MY HAIRRRRRR)

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Shopping

Going orchard to shop really isn't my thing, but i just had to do some christmas shopping. and the damage is @#%


a photo that someone used to pose in the same exact manner. i think i miss her





Books are my next source of solace. need to understand meaning of life

Inferiority Complex

Totally topic

Inferiority complex: Normally, I will ask the indian worker to wash my car on Fridays and he will always reply me "boss this boss that". One day, I told him it wasnt necessary to call me boss as I feel over-addressed (if there's such a word). His is hardworking and humble, and i think that speaks for majority of the indian workers who come over to Singapore. Without, these foreign immigrants, Singapore cannot be what it is today. However, social friction inadvertently results and locals often ostracized them. Such social phenomen also occurs between the mexicans and americans, turkish and germans etc etc. Simply put, what i feel about this issue is that putting ourselves in their shoes, it isnt easily to work in a foreign land and being away from their family. As if things aren't worse enough, locals subject you to unncessary social "pressure" making you feel inferior and outcasted. why why why. Social status, fame, power, wealth and all is equivalent to nothing, we come into this world empty and we shall leave empty as well. Highly disillusioned by the way society works and how human behaviour is developed

Saturday, November 26, 2011

light sticks


i think i licked light stick liquid last night

in case i die, heres the root cause

Friday, November 25, 2011

you belong to me (not taylor swift)



See the pyramids along the nile
Watch the sunrise on a tropic isle
Just remember, darling, all the while
You belong to me

See the marketplace in old algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

I'll be so alone and without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
But remember, darling, 'til you're home again
You belong to me




i so love this song on a rainy midnight. Wheres my green tea latte and a soul mate

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

time is relative



that if you go fast, time will slow down.

but can it ever reverse ?


good bye fairy tale

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Rings


If God can save someone tonight, let it be me

CRAP

Or is God's comfort man's self reassuring mechanism to say the world is alright.

Very conflicting thoughts indeed.

Too heavy a subject

after thought:

i think i love my mum


Monday, November 21, 2011

Evening Jog II



Always taking the road less taken

During my jog, I heard a toad croak and i LOL myself.

feeling damn stupid. HAHA

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Evening jog

does wonders

那些年

the craziest shit happen.

I sat beside my JC crush who's one year my senior for the wedding dinner last night

and, i thought i'll never see her again

Friday, November 18, 2011

You are the apple of my eye

JC days, rocks

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Her tone

I can sense from her tone that she thinks im a kid

and probably and i'm a liar as well

But does it really matter ?

There's no point trying to prove myself because what is there to redeem ?

We go way back

way way back

Monday, November 14, 2011

Reservist.


pfft, a place where days feels like months


Sunday, November 13, 2011

DR Feel good

maybe i was made to be detached so I can save the world

I'm s s s s sorry




i miss people, i do

Distance Distance

push and pull.

must resist all temptations

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Songs that touch my heart (if I have one)



I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Holy matrimony

God + I

Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11 Last Winter


it was summer

11.11.11

where's my pocky ?

in my pants.

damn im good HAHAHA

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Venice III

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Should I travel or should i not

tearing my hair out.

After all, theres an exam to worry about

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Venice II





Venice





Been watching Anthony Bourdain no reservations in Venice.

I really do love that place. Those little alleys make the place feel like a maze. Not suprisingly, Venetians are proud about their city and culture. They hate it when day-tourists (like me) go to their town and disturb their pace of life. Dolce Far Niente the sweet art of doing nothing. Italians are one of the few people I've met who I can feel their passion and love for life. Next time I travel, remind me to get anthony bourdain with me. This guy REALLY travels. those pastas and sardines. OMG.

Teleport me now to my italy. Cause, i absolutely freaking love that place

Monday, November 07, 2011

Shattered

My body is shattered and so are my toe nails.

this indescrible feeling of being at your weakest physical state somehow thrills me

Afterall, i'm rarely worn out like that.

Dreams

Last night, i dreamt of lions, taipei, sun yet sun memorial hall (???), overeasy, jail.

WTF

红颜祸水

国古代经常将女子当作亡国等重大灾祸的替罪羊。在总结前朝覆亡的教训时,过分贪恋女色往往被认为是最重要的原因之一,而这样的女子就被称为红颜祸水而“红颜祸水”更可作为主谓短语使用,即(凡)红颜(皆)是祸水。

“红颜祸水”总是美貌出众而又才华横溢,而结局往往是悲惨的;或警示后人,或仅作感慨,红颜祸水的故事是中国文学中经常引用的题材,其中也不乏夸张之语。

历史上的红颜祸水

source: http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E7%BA%A2%E9%A2%9C%E7%A5%B8%E6%B0%B4


Sunday, November 06, 2011

My Passion

is soccer

beats anything in the world


absolutely love this picture, taken by my cousin during Inter hall games

dreams

I dreamt of aligators

Saturday, November 05, 2011

glad

i'm glad i not attached. really.

too much mind fuck

let me be a farmer and love my cows

shes a btich

hell ya

Your love handles




Blockquote

the lord of the rings

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Dangerous

I think im rather dangerous.

like a wild horse.

wonder why i think of horses now at this hour. nvm

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

I love you totally



i meant this song

t's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hyptonized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are...I want you to know baby
Selena Gomez Love You Like A Love Song lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/selena-gomez-love-you-like-a-love-song-lyrics.html



[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my hear that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

Cause Baby you are mine mine



沒有你的生活 我開始寫小說
好多畫面好多靈感 我要把稿費都給你
巷口不小心經過你的車子依舊停在紅線
幫你繳罰單
你叫我別管 我才想到我們已經分開
想起那一個夏天那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生氣的臉每天就像冬天唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛
誰該堅強起來月亮還是太陽是誰遮了誰
是誰都會依賴
你說已分開 為什麼還要幫你撐傘
Cuz baby you are mine mine ~
太快 就承認 我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概 You say
Bye-bye ~
Oh bye-bye ~
拆開 我的心隨你看 滿滿的都是愛
我的眼皮跳一下 代表你在想我
我的耳朵癢一下 代表你在講我壞話
我沒這麼不好吧 不用跟朋友說吧
如果以後和好了看到你朋友不是很尷尬
想起那一個夏天那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生氣的臉每天就像冬天唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛
騙誰 我說的氣話都收回
我寫的小說根本是空白黑夜
你說既然已分開 為何還要幫你撐傘
嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜驚 我不會放你一人治那
你想祙有人靠有人會疼
嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
落大雨我沒你會艱苦
Cuz baby you are mine mine ~
太快 就承認 我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概 You say
嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜吶 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
落大雨我沒你會艱苦 會艱苦