Music is an agent

for all life's solution and expression

Attention span

I think i'm facing a problem. I lose interest in things quickly and move on to the next exciting item just as fast.

it's like being thirsty every 10 mins

One shot Sarah ?

hahahaha

Can;t sleep

but deprived of sleep. whats seems to be the problem.

heart pacing fast.

i'm so in for metamorphosis

Missing someone

I think i miss someone a lot today

wonder how is she doing

Engineer

Somehow, my working hours are getting later and later.

But i really begin to enjoy it as an engineer

Maybe i'm really an engineer, not sure.

Fly

because I can

and abandon those wings of burden

what you thought helps you fly, may actually not.

it's all in the mind

红燕窝水

这场雨不知从何开始
真实是你接近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂麻醉了自已
见你我措手不及
我试着问过我自已
无解深深着迷迷失自已
越想接近你越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你
甜蜜确定不放弃
就让我可以深情
闭上眼睛 深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情有意义
因为你
我试着问过我自已
无解深深着迷迷失自已
越想接近你越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你
甜蜜确定不放弃
就让我可以深情
闭上眼睛 深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情有意义
因为你
给我信仰爱情的勇气
只有你
甜蜜确定不放弃
闭上眼睛 深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情有意义
因为你
我相信
因为有你

Six in the City

-_-

more than a game

i quote from barcelona

Més que un club, more than a club, it's my childhood

Me loves Me

so bored

Green Fairy

on a random note, mugging days begins

Paper chase

exam chase then money chase.

step by step

The hours

Return them all to my (in full) on friday

Afterthoughts

To sum it in one sentence: It's not so much about presenting but rather, delivering the holy spirit to those who needed it.

I went super early to church on that day to prepare and ahem, sing the hymns with the pianist. Be mindful that I've never actually open my mouth the entire 10+ years in church to sing. And there I was, early morning on 16th Oct 2011, opening my vocal cords for the world to listen.

Well something interesting happened while I was sitting praying alone. An old lady came to the pianist (lubin) and hugged her and cried. Shortly after, a few others came along and offered comfort to the lady who cried. Apparently, the old lady's husband suffered a bad fall last month and is in a coma all this while. It can't be that coincidential that I theme-d my whole worship around "Comfort in Christ".

I felt a sense of mission, that is to deliver solace and comfort to the old lady through my worship. Tucked in a corner, I read my lines again and again and prayed for wisdom. As you can see, presentations are the norm for me in university days. Speaking to a crowd doesn't frighten me. But speaking in the name of God, boy, that really makes me cautious of every word I say and how i behave. For the past week, I've been re-examing myself and fearing that I will offend the almighty. During the worship, I felt that the body wasn't mine, my soul had to step aside for something greater than I am.

It was a surreal experience and one that I take very seriously. Never been so serious.

Qiqi

omg, ezann looks so pretty now.

I guess people do grow up

Titanium Obsession

Dear God

You're the only one i truly love because we've been through over and over

Now, make me a better man from tomorrow

I want to be worthy of your kingdom because I, samuel, believe in it

Emmanuel emmanuel, i shall always remember your grace and your presence is always felt

amen

I'm not worthy

0920 静默等候 默想今日经文

主内弟兄姐妹们, 大家早上平安!!
今早的崇拜聚会 即将开始, 请把手机给关上或改到震动式以免打扰敬拜.
请司琴为我们弹奏生命圣诗第522首 《主在圣殿中》, 让我们预备我们的心来敬拜我们的神, 永生的上帝。
生命圣诗522首 《主在圣殿中》
上主今在祂的聖殿中，上主今在祂的聖殿中，
萬國的人當肅靜，萬國的人在主前當肅靜，
當肅靜，當肅靜，應當肅靜。阿門。


0930 宣召敬拜 诗篇96:1-4
请会众站立, 请翻开生命圣诗 第711页第7节诗篇96章:1-4节
96:1你 们 要 向 耶 和 华 唱 新 歌 。 全 地 都 要 向 耶 和 华 歌 唱 。
96:2要 向 耶 和 华 歌 唱 ， 称 颂 他 的 名 ， 天 天 传 扬 他 的 救 恩 。
96:3在 列 邦 中 述 说 他 的 荣 耀 ， 在 万 民 中 述 说 他 的 奇 事 。
96:4 因 耶 和 华 为 大 ， 当 受 极 大 的 赞 美 。 他 在 万 神 之 上 当 受 敬 畏 。。

歌颂赞美 生命圣诗 #12 <<你真偉大>>

让我们仍然站立，唱 生命圣诗 第12首, 《你真偉大》 来赞美我们的神.

生命圣诗#12 《你真偉大》
1. 1主阿！我神，我每逢舉目觀看，你手所造一切奇妙大工，
看見星宿，又聽到隆隆雷聲，你的大能遍滿了宇宙中。
2. 當我想到，神竟願差祂兒子，降世捨命，我幾乎不領會，
主在十架，甘願背我的重擔，流血捨身為要赦免我罪。
3. 當主再來，歡呼聲響澈天空，何等喜樂主接我回天家，
我要跪下，謙恭的崇拜敬奉，並要頌揚神阿你真偉大。

副歌：我靈歌唱，讚美救主我神，「你真偉大！何等偉大！」
　　　我靈歌唱，讚美救主我神，「你真偉大！何等偉大！」

。。。各位请坐。
歌颂赞美 生命圣诗 #282 <<我知誰掌管明天>>
请翻开生命圣诗 第282首《我知誰掌管明天》
生命圣诗 第282首《我知誰掌管明天》第一段那么说, 我不知明天將如何，每一天只為主活.
副歌也说: 有許多未來的事情，我現在不能識透，但我知誰掌管明天，我也知誰牽我手.
希望在唱这首诗歌的时候, 能给我们信心信靠主,把一切的烦恼交托给他.
1. 我不知明天將如何，每一天只為主活，
我不借明天的陽光，因明天或不晴朗，
我不要為將來憂慮，因我信主的應許，
我今天要與主同行，因祂知前面路程。
2. 每一步越走越光明，像攀登黃金階梯，
每重擔越挑越輕省，每朵雲披上銀衣，
在那裡陽光常普照，不再有淚流滿面，
在美麗彩虹的盡頭，眾山嶺與天相連。
3. 我不知明天將如何，或遭遇貧苦飢餓，
但那位看顧麻雀者，祂必然也看顧我，
祂是我旅途的良伴，縱遭遇各樣災害，
我救主必與我同在，祂寶血把我遮蓋。
副歌：有許多未來的事情，我現在不能識透，
　　　但我知誰掌管明天，我也知誰牽我手

献上祷告：
天父,今天, 我们带着恭敬和感恩的心来到你面前来敬拜你.你是创造一切万物的神， 一切由你主导, 一切都是归于你的.你是首先的也是末后的,除你以外再没有别的神.( 生命圣诗pg 723)
我们感谢天父,你将你的独生子主耶稣赐给世人，叫一切信他的，都得永生。主耶稣竟为我们这样的罪人甘愿被钉十字架上, 主耶稣所流出的宝血, 洗净了我们的罪.为了你所完成的救恩,我们感谢祢.
感谢主在过去的一个礼拜,看顾着我们和我们的家人. 感谢主在任何时候都聆听我们的祷吿,担当我们生活上的担忧和软弱.主您是我们的牧者,我们凡事倚靠你,听从你,因为你带给我们信心来面对各种压力和挑战.
同样的, 在过去的一个礼拜,若我们有做任何让主你不喜悦的事情, 愿你免了我们的过犯,让我们靠近主你的心意.
今天早上的聚会, 我们乐意地来到你面前来敬拜你和事奉你.
请求圣灵继续引导这个聚会。我们献上这样的祷告,奉主耶稣基督的圣名，阿们。

启应经文 生命圣诗 pg 765 <基督的安慰>

上帝的话是这么说:
6我 就 是 道 路 、 真 理 、 生 命 ； 若 不 藉 著 我 ， 沒 有 人 能 到 父 那 裡 去 。
1 你 們 心 裡 不 要 憂 愁 ； 你 們 信 神 ， 也 當 信 我 。
2 在 我 父 的 家 裡 有 許 多 住 處 ； 若 是 沒 有 ， 我 就 早 已 告 訴 你 們 了 。 我 去 原 是 為 你 們 預 備 地 方 去 。
3 我 若 去 為 你 們 預 備 了 地 方 ， 就 必 再 來 接 你 們 到 我 那 裡 去 ， 我 在 那 裡 ， 叫 你 們 也 在 那 裡 。
12 我 實 實 在 在 的 告 訴 你 們 ， 我 所 做 的 事 ， 信 我 的 人 也 要 做 ， 並 且 要 做 比 這 更 大 的 事 ， 因 為 我 往 父 那 裡 去 。
13 你 們 奉 我 的 名 無 論 求 甚 麼 ， 我 必 成 就 ， 叫 父 因 兒 子 得 榮 耀 。
15 你 們 若 愛 我 ， 就 必 遵 守 我 的 命 令 。
16 我 要 求 父 ， 父 就 另 外 賜 給 你 們 一 位 保 惠 師 ， 叫 他 永 遠 與 你 們 同 在 ，
27 我 留 下 平 安 給 你 們 ； 我 將 我 的 平 安 賜 給 你 們 。 我 所 賜 的 ， 不 像 世 人 所 賜 的 。 你 們 心 裡 不 要 憂 愁 ， 也 不 要 膽 怯 。
愿上帝祝福听从而遵行他话语的人。
齐声颂扬 蓝色诗夹 165 <我的心,你要称颂耶和华>
请会众站立, 来唱蓝色诗夹165我的心,你要称颂耶和华
我们将唱这首诗歌两次, 司琴请

我的心你要稱頌耶和華，不可忘記祂的恩惠，
祂赦免你一切過犯罪孽，醫治你疾病復原。
我的心你要稱頌耶和華，不可忘記祂的恩惠，
祂以仁愛慈悲為你冠冕，為受屈的人伸冤。

天離地有何等的高，祂的慈愛也何等的深，
東離西有多麼的遠，祂使我的過犯也離我多遠，
耶和華有憐憫的愛，且有豐盛無盡的恩典，
從亙古直到永遠，耶和華祂是我的神。
。。。各位请坐。
现在是回应敬拜的时间，我把时间交给主内的弟兄们来带领。

主餐
….
0955 奉献礼物
现在我们要献上礼物 来回应神对我们的爱。
这段奉献的时间，是为了已经信主的弟兄姐妹们 所预备的。
如果你不明白奉献的意义，当奉献袋传到你身边的时候，请不必介意把奉献袋传给下一位。

让我们同心低头 为桌上的礼物 献上祷告。。。
奉献祷告：
天父,感谢给我们这个机会以奉献来回应祢对我们的爱. 摆在桌上袋里的金钱, 是我们在工作上所赚来以及我们拥有的一部份, 也是祢所赐的。 我们这时献上给祢，求祢悦纳我们甘心乐意所献上的。
祷告奉主耶稣基督的圣名，阿们。

Emmanuel

God whispered to me today through my elder in church and through another man called emmanuel

One whispered and the other called emmanuel

Immanuel or Emmanuel or Imanu'el (Hebrew עִמָּנוּאֵל "God [is] with us" consists of two Hebrew words: אֵל (’El, meaning 'God') and עִמָּנוּ (ʻImmānū, meaning 'with us'); Standard Hebrew ʻImmanuʼel, Tiberian Hebrew ʻImmānûʼēl). It is a theophoric name used in the Bible in Isaiah 7:14 and Isaiah 8:8. It appears once in the Christian New Testament: in Matthew's quotation of Isaiah 7:14.


Pls be contented with life

rio de janeiro

just watched discovery, i wanan experience the festival there

The line

naver

Perfection

is not a state but a process

So what is really perfect ? Am i in perfection ? haha

Friends

friend of 12 years.

had a great time at MBS last night, Monday or Friday, it's all in the mind

x 2

drove past her place (again)

still still

Travel Tales

The way I are

I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we can be the perfect soul mates
Talk to me girl

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks, just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

Baby if you strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?

I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like

I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks, just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

Baby if you strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?

I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are

Baby girl
I don't got a huge ol' house
I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl
I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat

So listen baby girl
Once you get a dose of D.O.E.
You gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl
When I make it I want you back
Want you back, yeah

Fix you

In a state of constipation

Dilemma Dilemma Dilemma.

i'm not worthy

Driving

After sending my friend home, i find myself driving to a familar area

Things like this define who i am

Blinded

i think i was blind

Please don't tell her

I hear she's kickin’ ass across the board and rock two
hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over.
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never ended. it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter.
There's no love for me no more.

Say it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her.
Because I don't.

She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them.
She is taller than I am.
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down and doubt came out until the now became later.

Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her.
Because I don't, not for her.
It's not that I'm mad to forgive or forget
What I said.

That I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her.

So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras.
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone

Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's so amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, Do I hurt
I don't
I don't
I don't

60/60

God gave me an hour today, i'm gonna use it back on him

Approxmiation of time

we have 24 hrs a day. that's a hard fact, un-changeable within the laws of physics (unless you can find something that moves at the speed of lights or faster)

On average, we sleep 7 hrs a day

Maybe take 2 hr a day to maintain ourselves (eat, bathe, brush teeth, make up etc etc)

Work from 9 to 6 (conservatively speaking), thats about 9 hrs

Commute on average about 2 hrs a day

Do the maths, it's 4 hrs left for yourself on weekdays.

52 weeks x 5 weekdays x 4 hrs =1040hrs

How to make this 1040 hrs meaningful for the average working adult ?

"i'm tired" is so easily an excuse. All i can think of right now, is to dump all these nonsense and be a farmer. In that way, I re-claim my 24 hrs back.

All the materialistic pursuits don't bother me. After all, I came to the world empty and I shall leave emppty

"Breakfast is sexy because you can have lots of dinner dates but how many can you have breakfast with ?"

damn im so witty. shit, nazia tag me on facebook -_-

wardrobe

I'm gonna change my style, just need the time to go shopping.

the crowd really frightens me

August 14 Birthday Astrology

source: http://tlc.howstuffworks.com/family/august-14-birthday-astrology.htm

never believed in horoscope but this is rather interesting.

Leo born on August 14 is perplexing, infuriating, and different. These folks manage to keep their true selves carefully hidden from even their closest friends. This is a subtle defense mechanism that allows them to retain their autonomy without sacrificing the illusions held by others. Their charm attracts people effortlessly.

Friends and Lovers

Friendship provides a road of discovery for August 14 people. Because of their strong personalities, the powerful impressions they make upon friends will be treasured. In romance, trust is a difficult issue for them. Idealism can add a false note to a love match, but in the right hands it can lead to a rhapsodic relationship filled with passion.

Children and Family

August 14 natives have a persistent need to remake the past, embellishing upon childhood memories until they barely resemble the original experience. They are determined to give their own children a good start in life, often going to extremes in a sincere effort to see that their youngsters have everything.

Health

Undisciplined and headstrong, these people do not submit happily to any form of censure in the way they eat, drink, and generally care for themselves. Generally healthy, they can go for long periods without sleep; in fact, their powers of concentration may be greater at such times.

Career and Finances

August 14 people are late bloomers and are often well into adulthood before they find their professional niche. They have a cavalier attitude toward money. They spend generously on themselves and others, but are lax about putting money away for the future. They have good investment sense but need professional advice.

Dreams and Goals

August 14 people do not rely on a succession of moves or a planned strategy in order to achieve their goals. In the rare instances when they do address goals by plotting a careful course, they are able to draw upon amazing reserves of will power.