why do people fall sick ?

is it to reboot the system ?

Second awakening

shit, i think i just had my second awakening in the 26 years of my life.

the medicine is definitely doing some shit to me

I want to find meaning

in all the mundane, routine things i do in life. However, I see that it is impossible. We'll have to look beyond the small things in life and start zooming out at the bigger picture. Having some time thinking about it (partially cos I'm sick on a Sunday morning), I conclude that traveling is surely the way to experience life. It is the fastest way to understand yourself and what we want in life (Solution to quarter age crisis ! I should write a book !)

Maybe, we should all sell everything we have, do traveling for a year before settling down at a destination we see fit.

Alas ! All this is just a dream, i'm going back to the rat race tomorrow.

Oh, there's always an extra passenger seat available

Lessons from work

One important thing i've learnt in the two months is that data don't lie

making the data talk to you

dig deep enough, there's always a solution amidst all the numbers


conclusion: learn to love the numbers

The mighty has fallen

i am sick for the second time this year

The rest of 23

Sealed, flew, drove, arrived, delivered, touched

short or long fringe

Strangely

i have to say i love my job and the friends i've made there.

Happy 23rd birthday Summer

 

make it monochromatic, make it black, make it forever

birthday songs are just too cliche

rewind me to seoul

What gets me excited

waiting for flights

Sunny side up

incredible piece of art

told ya it's my signature

Materialism at a cross road

what is real happiness ?

Recently, I've read an article about how to spend your money to generate maximum joy. Apparently, the article points out the fact that spending on vacations, hobbies and charities brings about more joy than if the money was spent on materialistic entities. That includes car, house, luxury bags etc etc. But why? I ask myself do I really feel that way. And sadly, the answer is no. Everyone becomes increasingly materialistic as they grow older.

A sermon I heard recently also mentions that when babies enter the world (right out of their mother's womb), their hands are clenched to a fist, as though they are holding to something. When people die (the pastors seen quite a fair bit i suppose), their palms are always open, like they have learn to let go and set free.

Is pursuing all these materialistic endeavors really what I wan? I honestly don't have an answer, simply cos I don't want to let go. I have so many wants and a strong desire to acquire all of them. Normally, people say that when someone gives up materialism, it's not because they are really pursuing "happiness" just that they give up. It's like a sore loser way of saying I'm out of the rat race. But, I honestly have seen genuine people who wants out of this chaotic mess and they really seem happier than most of the white-collars.

Life is complicated because we've made it that way. We can make it simple by returning our frame of mind to that of a child. Recall what makes you happy as a child- is it a afternoon playtime with your friends or 6pm cartoons on television?

Why can't all of us learn to let go and just pursue what can makes us happy instead of what we think can make us happy? Easier said than done.

Will see that in 3 years time. peace out

The signature pose

trademark with tiffany

Use somebody

on repeat

26

a year that a promise didnt managed to be fulfilled

i got heavily stressed over FYP

i got a scholarship

i stayed at hall

i reanalyzed my life

tore my knee ACL ligament

played less soccer

treasure the people ard me

watch jay chou concert no. 3

i club more than any other year (not because i like it, but because i want to understand it)

the year i promise myself that i will be in world cup 2010 for singapore when i was 14

i graduated

i got myself a car

 i met someone special

26

25

24

23- i just touched down in singapore from hk so i didn't celebrate

frankly, celebrating is not my thing but, if everyone is happy why not.

(more to go...)

taking the back seat in life

 

grilled cheese bacon, my current fav

 

haato at marine parade ntuc, no longer available at wheelock

 

i do prefer to take the back seat, i don't like to drive

 

well, if i have a nissan GTR, i dont mind driving everytime. nissan GTR, my target

Home sweet home

home is where the heart is

coming home at 9.45pm

is a record from work

Bought a laptop for the church today

you know me, someone who really likes electronics. while setting up the computer, it felt like i was giving up my baby away.


temptations of the devil

Kids will be kids

Tokio hotel

world behind my wall

darkside of the sun

moonsoon

period

Lions gather

all leos around me

To keep me you have to try harder

I wanna fly

A gazillion jay chou concert videos

Without fail, I'll be there

The summer I've been waiting for

at least 10 different people ask me if i'm serious.

I can only smile and do a "haha"

it's between us

all these pictures will stay forever as memories

愛是不保留

盧永亨 詞曲
關心妍 演唱

常聽說世界愛沒長久，哪裡會有愛無盡頭，
塵俗的愛只在乎曾擁有，一刻燦爛便要走。
而我卻確信愛是恆久，碰到了你已無別求，
無從解釋，不可說明的愛，千秋過後仍長存不朽。

誰人受痛苦被懸掛在木頭，至高的愛盡見於刺穿的手。
看！血在流反映愛沒保留，持續不死的愛到萬世不休，
惟求奉上生命全歸主所有，要將一切盡獻於我主的手，
我已決定今生再沒所求，惟望得主稱讚已足夠。

a song that speaks

眼泪成诗